Grinding back inside me
Sunday, Aug. 14, 2005 at 12:00 a.m.
Its back again. Settling back in. Back to where it belongs. Back to the place it calls home sweet home.
I should have known. I should have seen it coming. But I guess I always think I should see it coming. Maybe I do im just in denial. im just so sick of this constant up down rollercoaster. It's wreaking havoc on my body and mind.
Theres gotta be a better way. Im so tired of the tears; they are starting to flow again.
Maybe you know someone who will just shoot me? hell, they might as well rape me too before they kill me so i can have one last thrill.
This is going to break me one day. Im holding on to a thread as we speak.
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