always painful.
Tuesday, Dec. 07, 2004 at 3:44 p.m.

I wish I could say something inspiring but I do not seem to have any words left. My mind is cluttered with so much shit I dont know if I am coming or going anymore. It's all ridiculos. -I cant fucking spell.

I think I might have a pinched nerve in my back or something. It has been hurting constantly for the last 3 days. I cant sit down, bend over or lean back without being in pain. Ive come to the conculsion that If Im not suffering from mental pain that GOD decides to put me through physical pain. Cant I just have a break? Be pain free?
FREE OF PAIN.... That will never fucking happen.

Same shit different day.



I will never give up
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