......Why havent you called?........
Monday, Jun. 21, 2004 at 1:34 a.m.

Everything has been boring lately. All I want to do is sleep, sleep all day and sleep all night. Because I have nothing better to do. I havent been happy nor have I been sad. I guess I am going through an emotional void. But I suppose its fine because this way Im not crying or feeling sorry for myself. Im not feeling scared or worthless. Im not feeling regret or shame.

The only thing I can say is I miss Ryan to death. But Im trying to bury those feelings as deep inside myself as possible. Im trying to get over him because I will probably never see hm again.

I will never give up
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