Fuck me running
Thursday, Apr. 22, 2004 at 11:41 p.m.

I had written this whole thing about how much I think about Ryan and how I think, dream and write about him. About how I probably only want him back because I know I cant have him. And about how I hate myself more and more each day. But I dont want to think about it anymore today so Im not going to post it here. Not tonight.

Instead, Im just going to say life sucks and use as little emotion as possible. Because Im mentally tired of life.

P.S.- Dont ever forget me because one day Im going to write a book.

I will never give up
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