dont make me cry...asshole
Wednesday, Feb. 02, 2005 at 11:24 a.m.

Brian came over a few nights ago and he made me cry. Because being my stupid self I allowed him to read certain parts of my journal. Naturally he wanted to know why I am so sad. It;s like he demanded to know and I just couldnt tell him.
First of all, I dont completely trust him enough to tell him shit like that and second of all I cant explain 10 years of repressed feelings and depression to a near stranger. Not to you.
I sat there, with my face buried in his shoulder hiding my tears. He wiped them away but I cant help but to wonder if he made me cry on purpose. Was he just trying to be my hero?


I will never give up
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