Too tired.
Monday, Jun. 28, 2004 at 3:28 a.m.

My eyes are falling; feeling heavy. I am tired but sleep deprived. Mind is pulsing, wont stop thinking. A different ending it is seeking. My body hurts, veins are numb. And so the pain seldom comes. Body pumping my heart dry. Because of you, these tears I cry. And everyday I ask god why. But his words are all lies. Because of you my insides dried.

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Ryan called me tonight but I missed the call. He didnt answer when I tried to call him back.....twice.

Sometimes I miss him so much I can hardly breath.

I will never give up
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