Make the tears stop....
Sunday, Sept. 07, 2003 at 11:17 p.m.
I feel dirty. I feel overly emotional yet with no emotion. I feel used. Just to give others pleasure; make them happy. I feel like Im losing everyone. If they arent gone already. Im uncomfortable. Life doesnt make sense anymore; it never did. And I am scared. With no one to comfort me.
Everyone is dying at this moment. I am dying faster. I can sense death. I feel his icicle like breath on my neck. I have constant chills. I see his shadow hover over me. And no matter how fast I run he keeps up- right above me. Im afraid to go to sleep tonight. I have the feeling Im not going to wake up. That scares me too.
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