I think they fucking lie.
Thursday, Oct. 09, 2003 at 12:58 a.m.

Because Im not brave enough to be who I know I am; who I really am. I fucking hate myself. Because I dont have the guts to tell anyone I hurt myself. Because I dont think they can deal with it. I have to suffer alone-in silence. Fucking alone.

*Because of that Im going to cut myself. And I think that maybe If I cut deep enough I will have to go to the hospital. And maybe then I wont have to tell them. They can just see. With the eyes they keep shut.

I will never give up
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