crying
Saturday, Sept. 21, 2002 at 12:08 a.m.

Damn it.... i totally fucked this thing up....all well i dont feel like tryin to fix it.

Once again today was boring as hell. I did nothing again....i wanted to do something but in a way i didnt. I just sat in my room and cried. I dont know why ppl say that crying makes you feel better. B/c it doesnt me, it makes me feel weak and it doesnt release me like everyone says it does. Cryin to me is pointless. Even tho i do it quite often. What i hate the most is when I wanna cry for no reason. Im just sittin there and all of a sudden I have tears in my eyes. I dont any idea why this is. I guess its something that i have to live with.

I will never give up
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