Tear my heart out.
Monday, Oct. 31, 2005 at 1:03 a.m.
I want life to get better. I want my mind to get better. I want to be able to think and act like a normal fucking person. Whatever the fuck normal even is. I want to stop thinking the worst in everything; in everyone. I want to stop being so obsessive.
I want to have someone who will treat me right. I want someone to love me. Someone who will not lie to me, cheat on me, push me away. I want to be able to leave that person and not have to worry if I will ever see them again. If this time will be the last time i even see them. I want to be able to not worry about what they are doing, who they are with.
I want to be beautiful and skinny. I want to have enough money to pay my bills. I want to stop cutting myself and popping pills. I want to stop crying. Most of all I want to stop hurting.
Maybe Im asking too much.
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